First off, summer school ended and no real school has started (well now it has far from started, it is in the process of occurring full swing). My classes this semester are not really that great. I like my abnormal psych class but it is just soooooo long. 2.5 hours on a Wednesday night. Good thing it is interesting because I don't think I would make it otherwise. Physics is just as bad as I thought, my mind just doesn't work or comprehend in that way. I guess I will just need to put a lot more effort into it. I love my relaxation techniques class because it gives me a chance to really relax instead of sleep or go on facebook. I have actually learned a good about from the class, surprisingly enough from a gym class. My spanish class is insane, especially since my spanish teacher is on a high opiate pain reliever that makes her act really weird. Overall, not too terrible of a class as long as I keep up with the readings, which so far so good. Lastly, language culture and communication is a semi interesting class but a little to far off from my major to actually find it interesting.
Gymnastics is surprisingly going well recently. My foot has gotten semi better, or I am able to tolerate it better, either way I am doing a lot more than I was a month ago. My bars are really coming along. I feel really strong there right now and also feel like I look really good doing them haha. Floor is coming back. I am landing my double fulls upstairs, and just yesterday did my full and a half punch layout on the floor and landed both of them. I flipped vaults last week which were not as bad as I thought they would be. It is nice to know that all of the conditioning I did over the summer was actually very beneficial because I feel strong and in shape and my skills are coming back pretty quickly. It also seems like the coaches are very happy with me right now, which isn't saying much since our team is falling apart one by one.
On that note, it is kind of ridiculous how broken our team is right now and I can't figure out why this is. I mean, usually when I start to break down I have an idea of why and can usually fix it, but it never results in the entire team feeling the same way. I hope it fixes itself, because Jon and I were trying to put together lines ups today and bars was the closest to full and it still wasn't very promising. Oh man, we will just have to see what happens there.
Matt and I are amazing. I love him so much. He is such a good boyfriend for me because he genuinely cares for me and is so good at calming me down and listening to me when I am mad at him or at anything in general. I love laying with him and just hugging as funny as that sounds. This past weekend we spent a lot of time together just doing nothing and being lazy and it was so much fun.
I have this incredible urge to show people how much they mean to me but cannot figure out how to do it without spending a lot of money. It's so weird but I really want to show my parents, boyfriend and close friends that they mean the world to me and without them I would be so lost but I can't do anything but hope that they know it for now until I think of something worth while. Suggestions welcome.
I am a little nervous about my future, what is going to happen with grad school, and where I'm going to live and whatnot. Not that I really need to worry about this right now, but I like to have a semi plan in my head. Ahhh I just want to be settled, which is ridiculous but I like that idea. I think I would like college a lot better if it wasn't for gymnastics unfortunately. I just want to live and do what I want to do and make mistakes and have funny stories. Maybe my 5th year....
Well that's all for now because I have class in 10 mins.
Oh. I turn 21 in 7 days! WAAAAA
Ok that's for real all.
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