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Sometimes when I think about all that I have to do I start getting some major anxiety. Like today sitting in my Philosophy lecture realizing that I had a midterm in 2 weeks for that class that I have done maybe 2 of the 9 assigned readings for kind of started to make me nervous, and to top it off, the entire test is essay. Greattttt can't wait to bs my way through that. Anatomy test tuesday that I have already started studying for and am already nervous for because I feel as though I should be getting good grades in this class since I am good at this stuff... or so I thought. Biostats test friday... have yet to start studying that but surprisingly not as nervous as the other further away tests... how absurd. Pretty exhausted but I guess now that's normal. Exceptionally sore from starting back up with morning conditioning... blah. Big weekend coming up with recruits and homecoming weekend. I'm kind of excited that I actually get to go to the game this weekend though, even though I do enjoy relaxing at Matt's place, I think it'll be cool to experience one game. I should probably drug up before I go though haha. Pretty much I can't wait until the week of my birthday is over because that week I have that philo test, anatomy lab presentation and well pretty much everything else that is stressful will be over. On a more positive note, gym is going pretty well these days (knock on wood) which is really helping my whole stress factor. I don't dread it as much as I used to which is a nice change of pace. Hopefully it keeps up this year... and hopefully my body keeps up too.

Well I should really get back to studying.