escuela escuela

Sometimes when I think about all that I have to do I start getting some major anxiety. Like today sitting in my Philosophy lecture realizing that I had a midterm in 2 weeks for that class that I have done maybe 2 of the 9 assigned readings for kind of started to make me nervous, and to top it off, the entire test is essay. Greattttt can't wait to bs my way through that. Anatomy test tuesday that I have already started studying for and am already nervous for because I feel as though I should be getting good grades in this class since I am good at this stuff... or so I thought. Biostats test friday... have yet to start studying that but surprisingly not as nervous as the other further away tests... how absurd. Pretty exhausted but I guess now that's normal. Exceptionally sore from starting back up with morning conditioning... blah. Big weekend coming up with recruits and homecoming weekend. I'm kind of excited that I actually get to go to the game this weekend though, even though I do enjoy relaxing at Matt's place, I think it'll be cool to experience one game. I should probably drug up before I go though haha. Pretty much I can't wait until the week of my birthday is over because that week I have that philo test, anatomy lab presentation and well pretty much everything else that is stressful will be over. On a more positive note, gym is going pretty well these days (knock on wood) which is really helping my whole stress factor. I don't dread it as much as I used to which is a nice change of pace. Hopefully it keeps up this year... and hopefully my body keeps up too.

Well I should really get back to studying.

morning

So it's the next day since I have posted. I kind of like having an outlet to write down my thoughts and do something else on the computer instead of going on facebook all the time. I decided against going to my anatomy lab office hours because I really like having my Tuesday's completely empty until practice... it's just one of those things I need to have. So after this I'll study a little more and do some español if I have time. I wish Matt's room had a little more room to do stuff... well at least I wish his desk had more room. This week has been soooo nice since we haven't had to wake up at 530 every morning. Off weeks are the best except when the normal weeks start again I'll be sad. I'm still a little sick. It's lingering which is annoying but at least I don't feel like death like I did last week. I slept a lot this weekend and I'm finding myself getting exhausted before 11. It's kind of a problem and I hope nothing is wrong. I'm drinking a lot of water and taking a bunch of vitamins to hopefully help my body deal with all of the demands I put on it. I guess I don't really have much more to say except that it's my mom's birthday on Saturday so I need to get her a card and stuff before she comes out for the game.

More later....

wow

So I just read a post that I wrote over 3 years ago... I was a sophomore in high school, now I'm a sophomore in college. I didn't even know that I had this thing until now. Pretty much I thought this would be a good idea since writing is so much slower and eventually my hand cramps. Well that is all I have time for now because I have to go pick up Matt at practice.

More later I suppose.